Ok, so, this is just a general thing that I feel the need to discuss.

So, have you ever been sort of blissfully *maybe* semi-aggressively persuing an individual (what me? aggressively persuing someone? NO!), for the love or even for the friend (for chrissakes, EVEN FOR THE FRIEND) and then they do (or perhaps even wear) something that doesn't JIBE with your fantasmagorical imaginings about them?

And you suddenly feel panic described by the following inner thoughts:

HOLY SHIT, WHAT HAVE I DONE WITH THIS AGGRESSIVE PERSUIT, I'VE BEEN WRONG, SO WRONG!

CONTROL-Z! CONTROL-Z!

UNDO! UNDO!

I WAS JUST KIDDING! I DON'T WANT TO TAKE YOU INTO THE BACK ROOM AND DO AWFUL AWFUL DIRTY THINGS TO YOU.

I...... WAS..... JUST..... KIDDING...

ABORT THE MISSION! ABORT!

Ever have that happen?

Even if it's only for a brief panicked moment, and the person goes back to being the dreamy dream boat they have been inside your head all these days.

It's very jarring.

It takes quite awhile to get over the adrenaline rush it produces. Very unpleasant. Ramps up the irritable bowel for a spell. Not good.

CONTROL-Z, PEOPLE, control-z.